Very tired

I have a lot of work on at the moment, this should be a good thing right? The problem is it’s exhausting me. When I consider this problem I have to admit it’s been the best part of a decade since I actually did any real work. Ok there have been short periods when I have had to work for a few days non-stop but the rest of the time I have spent sitting on my behind in meetings or talking garbage on the telephone.

This whole working to produce an identifiable product is really something pretty new to me, in the past deadlines have been this vague concept that never actually applied to me, or if they did I neatly sidestepped them in some way. Not now though, if I don’t produce I don’t get paid.

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